Discussion in 'Off Topic' started by DrSquishy, Aug 27, 2017.
Please don't do this.
Why? I won't die from this.
I might not die from jumping through a window, but god damn is it going to hurt and ill regret doing so afterwards
I regret ever life choice that I have done. Also if I do this then I can get hours for mapping.
Ok that was not at all where I was going with that
the point is its incredibly unhealthy, don't do it. Sleep, go outside for a bit, eat well, and try to fit mapping in between.
No event is going to be worth risking bodily harm
Please don't do this
I don't know about bodily harm. If you think it not worth bodily harm then okay.
I will go as far as I can. I would not try to harm myself.
Nobody is even telling you to do it, so why do you feel the need to do it? You could've been figurative, but realistically you will have severe complications from staying awake for 3 days straight.
Because I am a horrible human being. I need to suffer for all the mistakes that I have did. The mistake are from my pst. And it's nothing illegal. I did no crime if you where thinking that. I have already harmed myself many times before so I can take more.
Edit: When I said about harming myself. It's not with knives.
You are not a horrible human being. You are just as important as everyone else in this group, and like everyone here you don't deserve to suffer. We all make mistakes, but none of them should ever require physical harm to cope with. Learn from your mistakes and grow from them, don't ruin your self respect over them.
If you had lived my life. You would do physical harm to yourself. That is what I deserve. I felt like I just ruin lives. I have been doing physical harm to myself since I was I think around 15ish I think. It rained threw small harm to bigger harm.
This has gone beyond the scope of this thread, you need to go see a doctor IRL
There is never an appropriate reason to be harming yourself, and if you honestly think that you need to harm yourself, then you absolutely need to go get help for it
I am not going to the doctor due to that would make it worse. One of the mistakes was draining the money from my mother for many things like college, orthadontist, speech therapy. I don't want her to spend more on me because I have to go to the doctor.
You need it though? Inflicting self harm over tifles is a huge thing, you need help from a doctor or professional right now and that's what matters.
Which do you think your mother cares more about: Your health or how much money it takes to care about you?
No. I am just going to keep hitting myself, stab my leg with pen, bite myself. Then just cry over how I am a failor and just a mistake that should have never been adopted. I did tell you no knives that's a plus.
As an outside observer, and I hold this true for everyone, under no circumstances should anyone ever harm themselves. There is nothing to gain from it, it only serves to deepen the hole you're stuck in.
Get help in anyway you can, even if its not through a doctor, and do everything you can to keep those thoughts at bay, do whatever keeps your mind off of it.
Seriosly, I urge you to find a healthy outlet, ive seen too many people go down this hole and I do not want to see anybody else go through it
Do not harm yourself in anyway, no person on this planet deserves pain or should ever have to experience it
I'm pretty sure it's fine your mom pays for it. Seriously, those thoughts are not normal, if you dont want therapy at least talk to your relatives.
The only way that I keep my mind off of this stuff is playing MvM but I can't play due to my grades not doing so hot. Also there was no blood from the pen but some from hitting myself. I mostly hit myself in the face.
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