If you don't like your name, may i point you in the direction of this thread: http://forums.tf2maps.net/showthread.php?t=8889 Of course, anyone who sees the request will know it's you, but this is the internet, quintessence of anonymity, so no one really knows who you are, so who cares right? That said, you could always PM an admin for the name change stating you do not wish members to know your previous identity. It's not like they're going to tell anyone. Plus this way you keep your donation status. A donation the adminitrators likely appreciate.