i want to make a map, i can see it, i can imagine how every little thing would come together but no mater what i do, i can never make it. it's not like i don't have the skills, its like i don't want to make it.
but i really do! i want to be a level designer for a real company and i know to do that i need to have good work under my belt. but i open up hammer, put down the player spawn. and blank! i have no idea what to do, where to go, what i wan't! it's like all the possibility are before me but i am overwhelmed and afraid to act on it! today alone I embarked to make 16 different maps, and every time. i gave up after opining hammer.
i really need help, this is all i have going for me! this is what i want to do for the rest of my life, but i can't even open the app without giving up...
but i really do! i want to be a level designer for a real company and i know to do that i need to have good work under my belt. but i open up hammer, put down the player spawn. and blank! i have no idea what to do, where to go, what i wan't! it's like all the possibility are before me but i am overwhelmed and afraid to act on it! today alone I embarked to make 16 different maps, and every time. i gave up after opining hammer.
i really need help, this is all i have going for me! this is what i want to do for the rest of my life, but i can't even open the app without giving up...